My mom has been researching weighted blankets for people with anxiety and autism. Turns out it’s actually really soothing. There were several days a week and a half ago when I spent many hours under a stack of wool blankets. There was one day where I spent six hours just laying there with blankets on my chest. There is a custom weighted blanket being made for me now. Apparently it has dinosaur print fabric. Can’t wait for that to arrive.
Still doing a little better every day. Still crying every day. Still have a lot of work to do. Still doing it… or trying. I’m still here anyway.